numbness came as natural as breathing

Sincere apologies mend broken relationships, they said. For so long, I’ve been waiting for a truthful “sorry” from the one who blemished my trust with pretence. Inside me is a dispute whether or not I shall listen to this pleading voice once more. Emotional numbness came as natural as breathing; I couldn’t feel a piece of regret. While the sting of turning away from a once-hopeful-love gradually fades, the lees of what happened never stopped bugging me. Offline messages, hearsay from friends, and each attempt to loom yet again altogether haul me back to nothing.

Now having a long-time plan for myself, I commit all to God. The Lord owns my every pain and suffering and He lucidly understands what I perceive at this time as menacing fate.


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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

as in wala na talaga? yan na decision mo?

Dai Ning Li said...

there is no turning back ;') and the decision is already final

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