Sunday, July 11, 2010
All of us occasionally receive social invitations that we don't want to accept. And yesterday was my day!
Getting ready for lunch, one call changed my hungry mood to annoyance. Had I known better, I should not have comfortably exchanged messages with an assuming wooer! After the quest to make me come to his unsafe haven, his unnumbered invitations for a date followed. It was very clear that apart from turning down the particular event of going out for whatever reason, I refuse to be with the person himself. Not at all, after discerning his unacceptable intentions.
On the other side comes an old love who wishes nothing but a meager time to talk. The second month of an awful separation honestly left me with a remarkable emotional bruise. It’s a never ending question whether or not we deserved each other, or if we insist staying longer than the necessary time, we then shall lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through as individuals. Saying no is saving myself from further hurt especially that healing time is still in process. I just need to learn to stop being who I was, and change into who I am today.
The concept of being thought about is really pleasing. And yet it’s always important to listen first to myself and give way to my own breathing space at this moment.
Getting ready for lunch, one call changed my hungry mood to annoyance. Had I known better, I should not have comfortably exchanged messages with an assuming wooer! After the quest to make me come to his unsafe haven, his unnumbered invitations for a date followed. It was very clear that apart from turning down the particular event of going out for whatever reason, I refuse to be with the person himself. Not at all, after discerning his unacceptable intentions.
On the other side comes an old love who wishes nothing but a meager time to talk. The second month of an awful separation honestly left me with a remarkable emotional bruise. It’s a never ending question whether or not we deserved each other, or if we insist staying longer than the necessary time, we then shall lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through as individuals. Saying no is saving myself from further hurt especially that healing time is still in process. I just need to learn to stop being who I was, and change into who I am today.
The concept of being thought about is really pleasing. And yet it’s always important to listen first to myself and give way to my own breathing space at this moment.
Posted in: girl thing,life that is
5 comments:
Doing the same thing here.
gun salute! =)
same, same... 100 rounds =) so when again?
next post-gun ban season! hahaha
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