on being into this Channing Tatum thing

I must admit that I am crazily addicted to Channing Tatum nowadays. 

After watching the film The Vow where I first encountered how charming and hot (oh yes he really, really is!) this actor is, I searched for other movies featuring him. There are quite a lot of them and each highlighted his entire package – as an actor, comedian and dancer, stripper yes. Believe me, he is a dance guru and the first time I saw him move on stage in Step Up, my jaw dropped! He maybe is the man next to Mr. McDreamy, Derek Shepherd of Grey’s Anatomy whom every girl is dreaming about. I like his sheepish smile, his posture, his way of looking at his leading ladies, his deep mighty voice, his humor, his hot body… just all of him seemed to be perfect! At another instance while watching Dear John, I was contemplating to be with a man whom I can feel so secure – that time spent together with the person is the safest and most awesome one. I was envious of those ladies hanging around him in the set, waiting for their next cuddling and hot kissing scene. I felt like wanting to be just plain human being needing stuff like that, biologically, you know. 

And boom! I woke up from this hallucination, completely am convinced that this is way far from getting real. I don’t have him and as a matter of fact, I don’t have anyone just yet. All I have today is this aching dream about someone who can make me not think about Channing anymore, at all, when I am with him. We all are pushed to dream big, aim high. On the contrary we have to learn too that truth hurts. It hurts to realize that there can be no him at all to come in my life. I don’t know. Maybe or maybe not.

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