Obmutescence

When there happens a trauma, it will take a long while trying to bring back things to normalcy. There is always pain in getting started and that’s what feared me to endeavor things that will give everyone peace of mind. I did get what they said I deserved without going over the same nightmare again. The feeling was lighter and the happiness snatched from me long before was dramatically returned in pieces.

I don’t have it altogether just yet but still there’s this yearning to be positive in becoming the person that God has purposed me to be – believing first before praying to see, obeying first before collecting complains, and putting myself first at the very shoe of the people involved before asking them to understand me. I have flown miles after another just to be who I am today, and so I can’t be any prouder that after facing these fears, I was rewarded with a humbling solace, to this stillness and beyond.

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