Impossible: Forgiving Without Forgetting?

How many times have you been into the junction of forgiving and forgetting?

Personally it’s like… countless – as I gauge myself all these years, though, it seemed that forgiving is impossible without forgetting. Well, allow me to limit the idea to myself for this instance. Being wronged by someone I entrusted so much of what I thought was close-to-sisterhood friendship was epically hurting. It was only when I was given the clear picture of the person whom “I only seemed to be for her” that I realized how complacent I became in believing to the unreal. It was painful. I was in denial for sometime too.

When after a while she realized her mistake and offering to make up, I find it so hard to let go of the pain – all because everything still seemed fresh. When I felt to be so done with the person, it’s just seriously hard to go back to how it all was before. Maybe until the stain has completely faded away and until that belief to this so-called friendship is reshaped to its truest sense… maybe after forgetting all this crap, I will be able to cast forgiveness with all my heart. 

Maybe.

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